Murderer

I’d died, long time ago. 

Still remember how I took my own life 

I looked at myself in the mirror

I looked at my face 

My eyes 

My nose

My lips 

I looked at my hair 

My neck 

My cheeks 

 

I looked at my bony shoulders 

My breast 

My skin

 

I took my life and offer it to others around me

I gave them my light 

My smile 

My hopes 

I gave  them all I had 

So they would grow

Now, I’m just soulless 

I forgotten  how to breath 

I forgotten who I was 

And what were my dreams

When I look at the mirror 

I don’t  see the person I used to see 

She’s looks much older 

skinnier

As fragile as can be